Because before I invested myself emotionally, I was happy, sane and enjoying life. Now I'm feeling neurotic and full of self doubt. Yeah sure, I tend to have a low self esteem now and again, but the moment they become distant and I hear "there is something I would like to talk to you about" puts a damper on things.
Why do people get involved in such unpredictable and expiring situations? I'm looking back and I see all the signs that I should have avoided. In reality what are the points of relationships anyway besides divorce and procreation?
Honesty, I feel as if I put myself in such turmoil that I could have avoided at all costs instead of being taken for granted.
Such is life, ain't it??